useless. worthless. the entire reason i’m here is because i was good at stuff like this. i’m the smart one in the family, the one with the genius IQ, the one who they’ve always joked about curing cancer with an edge of doubt that it was really a joke. and I can’t handle this? I can’t keep my head above water in a simple spanish class, not even enough to drop it properly?
if i’m not smart, who am i, and what am i good for?